Don't awaken love before it's time

Jesus, can I just run into Your open arms once again today, and rest safe and secure in Your hug. Here I am,  the one You love, and want to spent time with. So many words inside my mind, and already all of them used up by someone else. It's a good thing words never get emptied of their meanings, nor thought provoking intentions. No doubt, You do not care. Whether word or deed, thought or feeling, none of these escape your heart as You pull in to meet us. I am so grateful Jesus. I am just so overwhelmed that You would love us so, even before we have managed to love You in return. What a lovely gift you hold out to each of us, each day. You never change, You never waiver, or forget to answer when we call. My voice is still sweet to Your ear, and so, I will tell You of my love for You. I won't delay this time, nor will I keep my thoughts to myself. Today is another opportunity, for love. I awoke with breath in my lungs, new and fresh, not yesterdays life, but newness in my spirit, and life within my bones. Will you wrap Your arms around me right now, even as I write. You are here, and nothing is between us as I slip right into Your Spirit. Here I will be, just You and me, sittin here in the light.  It is true Jesus, You are in me, and I am in You. I am transformed, it is amazing. Everything looks so different. Each time I put you on, the wonder begins to woo me once again. Wow, what a moment, what peace, and joy. Who'da thought just sneakin away for one little hug could bring so much life on the inside? It's like opening a door, once it is open a crack the light floods in, and the whole room is saturated with it's presence. Each time I open my heart to You, I hold my breath, I wait, and..... You...incredible You,  faithful One, You come in, You always show up, I need only open it a crack, and amazingly enough there You are, like a flood, filling me. This is where I wish to live, in Your house, all the days of my life, to see You here, to behold Your beauty, and to ask of You. I want to ask you every question that ever was. I want to know all that you are thinking. I want to know what You are feeling. What do You want today? What is going on in Your mind Lord? I want to know You. Well, this is the day I guess, that I would be asking.  This is it. The time is now, there are no guarantees for tomorrow, or for more time in the future.  I take it now, while it is still today. You are so awesome and I will not be deprived of a single moment more of Your presence. Not if I can help it. Soooo bye bye for now, to anyone who may be reading this, I gotta go. I have an appointment with the Son of God, to abide and be His, while I have breath within me and a day before me, I will go to the mountains of Myrrh and live. I will go and find that shade tree, and sit down quietly, and I will allow Him to feed me cakes and raisins, till love awakens afresh in my heart, and I find myself satisfied with in His love.